I sit at my room and sing of joy!

I dream about how it's going to end,

Approaching me quickly.

Leaving a life of fear,

I only want my mind to be clear

I'm gonna die! Yes, I'm finally gonna die!

People making fun of me,

For no reason but jealousy.

I fantasise about my death,

I'll kill myself from holding my breath

I have everything planned. I'm gonna drink a bottle of vodka, take about 200 tabl of seroquel and 250 tabl of fluoxeting.. I have also bougth some travel sickness tabl and some paracet. And I have bought this nice sharp knife.

My suicidal dream,

Voices telling me what to do.

My suicidal dream,

I'm sure you will get your's too.

I'm home alone this weekend, thats when it's gonna happend...

Help me, comfort me,

Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now.

The rope is here, now I'll find a use.

I'll kill myself, I'll put my head in a noose>/I>

Silverchair - suicidal dreams

before - after

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